Sunday, April 26, 2009

human nature

I can't avoid analysing people. Obviously, i wouldn't reveal when i do that. I guess i'll do that when i'm being critical with some people. When am i critical then? That's for people to guess. It doesn't seem like a nice thing to do but i guess i was just being cautious. I thought i was complicated enough but it seems like, after some analysis, i found people who are much more complicated than i am. It's interesting to discover different sides of people. Maybe those differences make up human nature. Maybe i should take up psychology one day so that what i'm doing will resemble analysing more than judging.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Anzac dae!

Haha...
Had a wonderful Friday. First i woke up at 3pm+! i decided to spoil myself and not set my alarm clock. to think i set a new record! Didn't have much lunch and went about preparing dinner already. I had sambal belachan baked fish =DD WEeee~~ and my first daikon salad. haha.

Currently in Tman's room trying to motivate him to study. His fren, Daiki, came too. So the 3 of us were supposed to be studying. Well, i did do some assignment work before i started slacking formally at 2am. But i was like... playing DJmax on Tman's psp...listening to songs..chatting while doing my assignment. Tman made steaks for us and omg...my first steak ever since i stepped out of Glenn. =DDD It was like a studying session and jap learning session for me. Now it's 4am and i'm desperately trying to keep myself connected to the internet so that i've msn as a form of entertainment. Cos the jap they are speaking...wakaranai!!! lolz

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY HUIYI!!!

This line is specially dedicated to you. I love you so much obaa-chan!! now u r formally an adult =D wish u all the best and enjoy your dae dear!

Friday, April 17, 2009

lalala

Just back from Adelaide!
It's been a long time since i last updated this blog. Now I just feel like typing something crappy here. Many things happened since last fri...
Good Fri: had dinner with sue. She made her delicious marinated pork for me to eat. SLuuurPs! then we watched Secret in my room. Ahhhh... It's a beautiful movie with beautiful scenery and a beautiful plot. I love the piano duel! It's just so amazing!
Sat: Went out to Docklands with sue n co. Too many names to type >.< Docklands... isn't a harbour omg. I tot it was a harbour. I was quite shocked to see the shopping area but it's a really nice place with the rising star in the background. Haha. Too bad the wheel wasn't operating that day for some reason else we might've taken it. Well, i've no intention of taking any ferris wheel as big as the SG flyer. Intense fear for heights ever since the sg flyer saga occurred. We went shopping and then we started photowhoring. We took a whole lot of jumping photos and my arms ached a lot by the end of the dae. Then we had korean bbq at night! It was sooo nice. I like the idea of being able to refill the sidedishes because they taste good and i can fill my stomach wif inexpensive stuff =P
Oh yea... ever since good fri night, the college's internet connection DIED like completely. Since it was an easter weekend, no comp labs were available for use. I can't even access the intranet. I did die quite a bit for my assignments. The internet connection prolly only recovered on tues when i set off for adelaide. We were all sooooo bored staying in college.
Tues to thurs qingshantracy and i went to Adelaide for our full 3-day trip!!
Tues: We arrived at adelaide really early. We joined a day tour for that day. We went to Handhorf, river murray, some shops at McLaren Vale and blahblah... The driver wasn't talking much so it was quite boring on the bus. I was falling asleep. River Murray was quite nice but we didn't get to see much of it. I think we spent more time taking photos than actually admiring the scenery.
Wed: Kangaroo Island!! and we didn't contact any kangaroos. haha. I managed to see a koala though that was hiding in the trees. We went to see the Admiral Arch, Seal Bay, Remarkable Rocks, Birds of Prey show and had a good lunch. The seals were soooooo cute!! omgomgomg. I feel like hugging one >.< Then we spent a long time posing and taking photos at the remarkable rocks. I actually got to touch a kookaburra at the birds of prey show. Unlike the jurong bird park one, there wasn't much music and action but we get to contact the birds. The kookaburras were soooo cute!! Apparently, if they were on your arm and you moved them around, their heads will still stay in place at the same spot. For eg. if u moved up and down, it'll seem as if they are bobbing their heads. It was sooo uber funny!!! and because there were 2 kookaburras doing the same thing, it was even mroe funny!
Thurs: We went around the city most of the time. We visited Haigh's choc factory. Interesting to know that even high-class chocolates were produced by mass production machines. In the city, we just went to the park near River Torrens and started taking photos at some wall art in front of Hyatt Hotel in Adelaide. Rofl!
Dear jaey, i enjoyed my Adelaide trip =) Thanks! Hope you enjoyed ur horseriding too.

Sometimes my heart gets confused. Obviously I don't like that feeling but i can't help it for that few seconds when the impact comes. How I wish I can verify everything and end the confusion.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Emo sat

Yes... saturday has been a bad day for me. I wonder how many realised but there has been so many triggers to it. My mind went blank after chatting with Tim and Xin outside my door and in the kitchen. I just sat outside my door at the corridor, not knowing what to do. The first thing that came into my mind was to call someone. I called Eugene. He didn't pick up the first time so I tot he was busy. I went around the corridors mindlessly, not knowing what to do. I ended up in front of my room, scrolling through the list of phone numbers. I don't have many sg numbers in my phone. So I called Eugene again and he picked up. It's kinda funny. When i'm really down and I call someone, i don't end up talking. I usually break down and start crying. Couldn't say anything to eugene and i kept crying. Xin discovered me crying at the corridors a while later. I guess that was when I went into my room to hide. Xin went to her bf later since i wasn't talking. Went to the piano room to chill (sorry sueling, i lied to you). Playing the piano soothed my blank mind even though i still had crying spells. I guess I still wanted to call someone else. I couldn't think of anyone else on my phone list. I didn't want to trouble you again cos u seem to be busy with your friends. I didn't want you to reach the awkward situation where u leave ur friends to tend to a crying person. Maybe i should save more sg numbers.

Saturday, April 4, 2009