It has been an emo weekend. I've been emo and my floormates have been affected by my emo-ness. We were talking about really serious issues in the kitchen >.< Think i was already emo on friday night? I can't seem to recall what I did that night. Movies with toto and faezah? yea i did... homerun and army daze. Sibei tanchia... i love ahbeng in that show! he's so funny. Then we watched this really gay youtube video with a guy dancing nobody. omgomgomg! i was laughing my teeth out. Then came saturday... i had my usual marketing trip just that i overspent. Then, eshan treated to some really good indian food. i'm sorry i can't remember what it's called. Think there were cottage cheese - indian version in it. Tasted like tofu. Then we had roti (garlic and chilli flavoured) with the gravy. Slurrrps! Then i went to bake cookies. It was my virgin attempt! Tried to correct the texture of the cookies. For my first tray, my cookies all got stuck together after they expanded. 2nd tray went really well. I'm gonna try again this coming weekend! While i was cooking dinner... had chat sessions with xin, tomatoman and kajima. Earth hour! i spent my earth hour eating desserts by py and faezah and watching mind ur language! so funnnniieeeee! I joined my floormates shortly after i finished the desserts before earth hour ended. It was really cool when all my floormates came out and everyone just chatted at the corridor. We went maccas after that on nat's and jen's car. Weirdly, i met peifen, grace and susan there. LOL! We just hung around maccas for a while and headed back. I had a drive on nat's car. It had no power steering so it was really difficult turning. cool! i didn't noe how to operate an auto car so kajima did it for me. At night... i continued my emo-ing. rofl! Sunday...spent most of my time hibernating. tomatoman dyed his hair at night and he's officially known as mr brown now =) xin cooked daekbeoggi and i ate some. We played those stupid waterbottle, bangbang games at the dining table with the rest. it was quite fun seeing everyone trying to guess. Toto also showed us his similar thai versions of the games and seriously, i can't guess his =.=
Sometimes I don't understand why certain people can do things certain ways. Either i) obviously we are different so we do things differently ii) i dun understand that person at all OR iii) i understand but i refuse to accept things that way. I've no idea whether i should continue being nice or be direct and go around hurting people. It hurts myself to carry out the former all the time, like knives stabbing through my heart. I guess you don't know.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
overwhelmed
Represented Chisholm for badminton. Hid the thing for some time until the last moment before i left my room, i put it on my msn nick. Then again, there were nice friends who came to support me. I'm really appreciative of that =) Thanks guys! Even though i lost both matches in the end, luckily we win overall due to the points accumulated. I think i felt really sore about losing cos we lost by 1 point after 3 matches. Interesting thing was, i played with a girl who's totally like chen liying! i was like omgomgomg. haha! so funnie... I loved wearing the uniform. so nice! So nice when i battled glenn. I used to be such an anti-social person in glenn, then there i am in an inter-college competition battling my ex-college, representing another college. Irony!
After the competition, i just chilled out with the poddies in my kitchen area. Probably the red bull effect caused us to chat till nearly 1am. then abdu and yongxin joined us. I probably chatted till about 2.20am?
Anyway, guys are seriously much stronger than girls. That's so unfair. They can be skinnier than us but be much stronger than us. I used 2 hands to battle 1 guy hand during arm wrestle and i still lost. roooaaarrr...
I'm really thankful for the friends around me who never shun me when i'm upset. Sinking into slight depression lately but somehow, i managed to cheer up with nice friends around me. I really appreciate that! At the end of the day, i feel like i can persist through this difficult period of time with you guys around. Maybe i'll have my downs again, but i'll try to be strong =)
After the competition, i just chilled out with the poddies in my kitchen area. Probably the red bull effect caused us to chat till nearly 1am. then abdu and yongxin joined us. I probably chatted till about 2.20am?
Anyway, guys are seriously much stronger than girls. That's so unfair. They can be skinnier than us but be much stronger than us. I used 2 hands to battle 1 guy hand during arm wrestle and i still lost. roooaaarrr...
I'm really thankful for the friends around me who never shun me when i'm upset. Sinking into slight depression lately but somehow, i managed to cheer up with nice friends around me. I really appreciate that! At the end of the day, i feel like i can persist through this difficult period of time with you guys around. Maybe i'll have my downs again, but i'll try to be strong =)
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Updates!
I'm so tired. I'm practically losing sleep every single day doing all sorts of things. I think my life has been rather fulfilling so far, just that i lack time to make it more fulfilling.
i) watched several movies with different people. Finally finished Saw IV and V with the poddies! I don't have to worry about having no company anymore when watching saw.
ii) having fun with my floormates and doing lots of weird stuff eg. climbing walls. We spend a substantial time during dinner and post-dinner to chit-chat about all sorts of stuff. usually we just end up "playing". Today, we were having fun with korean languages eg. kajima~ bobohejo~ LOL! then i showed off some words i took of jdramas =P Went to abdu's room to write on his London shirt and drew some rubbish. Not forgetting to mention having meals with the old chisholm gang =) they just cook beautifully. when can i reach that standard? I'm still at the edible-only standard.
iii) participated in some chisholm events but not all of course. Went for skippies which is like this drinking thing. You pay 5 bucks to get a cup and 5 drinks (which is a concoct of various alcoholic drinks). Apparently it wasn't that nice. I didn't buy of course, and i ended up playing volleyball with a soccer ball and i enjoyed that a lot. Went for the badminton tryout sessions and loved the free games i got from using the courts. Going for the competition against menzies and glenn tomorrow! Then i joined the eng language class for fun too =P
iv) played ultimate frisbee again! should do it more frequently before the cold weather sets in. It was fun but i hated being defended by sam. He's just this huge wall in front of me. i just feel helpless.
v) enjoying myself attempting different styles of cooking. Cooked in masses and omg... they last me for days =D I've got records of pasta, soba, jap curry, egg soup. Still below normal standards but i shall take some time to practise =) Going to attempt baking cookies one dae!
vi) went for CO again in the city! When i first stepped in, i thought everyone forgot the friendship we once have. after practice, we talked as if we knew each other for years! it was really heartwarming to have such nice people and friends around. YESH! i got to play erhu again! i feel so rusty. Maybe it's me or maybe it's just the instrument. haha!
i) watched several movies with different people. Finally finished Saw IV and V with the poddies! I don't have to worry about having no company anymore when watching saw.
ii) having fun with my floormates and doing lots of weird stuff eg. climbing walls. We spend a substantial time during dinner and post-dinner to chit-chat about all sorts of stuff. usually we just end up "playing". Today, we were having fun with korean languages eg. kajima~ bobohejo~ LOL! then i showed off some words i took of jdramas =P Went to abdu's room to write on his London shirt and drew some rubbish. Not forgetting to mention having meals with the old chisholm gang =) they just cook beautifully. when can i reach that standard? I'm still at the edible-only standard.
iii) participated in some chisholm events but not all of course. Went for skippies which is like this drinking thing. You pay 5 bucks to get a cup and 5 drinks (which is a concoct of various alcoholic drinks). Apparently it wasn't that nice. I didn't buy of course, and i ended up playing volleyball with a soccer ball and i enjoyed that a lot. Went for the badminton tryout sessions and loved the free games i got from using the courts. Going for the competition against menzies and glenn tomorrow! Then i joined the eng language class for fun too =P
iv) played ultimate frisbee again! should do it more frequently before the cold weather sets in. It was fun but i hated being defended by sam. He's just this huge wall in front of me. i just feel helpless.
v) enjoying myself attempting different styles of cooking. Cooked in masses and omg... they last me for days =D I've got records of pasta, soba, jap curry, egg soup. Still below normal standards but i shall take some time to practise =) Going to attempt baking cookies one dae!
vi) went for CO again in the city! When i first stepped in, i thought everyone forgot the friendship we once have. after practice, we talked as if we knew each other for years! it was really heartwarming to have such nice people and friends around. YESH! i got to play erhu again! i feel so rusty. Maybe it's me or maybe it's just the instrument. haha!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
More personality tests!
Five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively. (yay!! exactly!)
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success.
Can a woman be president? You will answer no to this question. (that's not true! im a partial feminist!)
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.
Wed: moved my stuff
Thur: northland after school
Fri: city shopping at many places
Sat: Moomba + shopping
Sun: Moomba + shopping
AHhh...i seriously spent too much to settle down. haha! but i really enjoyed the experience of lugging 20 - 50kgs worth of stuff back to my room. Anyway, the birdman rally was seriously funny! i love the batman guy and his umbrella which probably broke the moment he dropped into water.
I'm so tired now. It's interesting how I can make friends that easily through the virtual world. To stereotype the virtual world's ppl, they are just up to no good. Sometimes, i can just find a few that can click with me and we can eventually become good friends, or chatting partners. It's difficult to know who to trust, and who not to though. Then again, that's how i got to know other people, trustworthy or not. To me, it's an experience and avenue to know new people. To others, it may just be a dangerous fake world. Whatever it is, as long as I don't endanger myself, and as long as i feel happy chatting with them (even if they were faking their responses), im happy =)
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Online quiz - knowing myself
Quiz 1
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (lol seriously? i do?)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (the first 2 statements are right but the last statement is soo wrong!)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (yepyep!!)
The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (ROFL! thanks... i've 0 dates)
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (yup!)
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (HAHA! that's what i'm doing now, partially)
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (not sure about this...)
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (hmmm....)
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Hopefully, i don't have that much dilemmas >.<)
Personality test 2
If your birthday is on the 16th day of the month
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. (hmmz... sounds like me... but then again, i don't think it's that true)
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at first sight is not your style. (this is soooo me!)
Horoscoping
Traditional Taurus Traits
Patient and reliable (dunno leh?)
Warm-hearted and loving (hmmm...rofl!)
Persistent and determined (this is true!)
Placid and security-loving (yepyep, agree!)
Jealous and possessive (this is sooo true!! haha!!)
Resentful and inflexible (resentful ya... but inflexible..hmmz)
Self-indulgent and greedy (im greedy =D)
Friendship
You value your friendships: 70%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
(ohh... i didn't know i was this scary. Then again, every statement mentioned in the test, i could really relate it to myself. Hopefully...the nuisance part isn't factual for me. If it is, then i shall accept it then =) )
Another psychological test
You are easy to understand. (really?)
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Top. (lol!)
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium. (lol! i nv knew that!)
Glass means fragile personality. (awww... but i guess yea)
You are also down-to-earth. (i'm practical)
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble. (dear friends, thanks for all the help you've given in my life!)
The Animal Test
Here is the analysis:
A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who are unbridled and free
In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being straightforward, and having your partner speak directly.
The impression you'd like to give to your lover is loyal and faithful.
One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is one where you can talk about everything and anything. No secrets are kept. (yea manz...)
Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
About marriage, you think marriage is a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure your partner very much.
About love, at this moment, you don't want to be tied by a steady relationship. You just want to flirt. (lol seriously!! wad's this!)
I didn't noe i sounded so interesting.
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (lol seriously? i do?)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (the first 2 statements are right but the last statement is soo wrong!)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (yepyep!!)
The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (ROFL! thanks... i've 0 dates)
Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (yup!)
The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (HAHA! that's what i'm doing now, partially)
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (not sure about this...)
What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. (hmmm....)
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Hopefully, i don't have that much dilemmas >.<)
Personality test 2
If your birthday is on the 16th day of the month
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. (hmmz... sounds like me... but then again, i don't think it's that true)
Your Love
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at first sight is not your style. (this is soooo me!)
Horoscoping
Traditional Taurus Traits
Patient and reliable (dunno leh?)
Warm-hearted and loving (hmmm...rofl!)
Persistent and determined (this is true!)
Placid and security-loving (yepyep, agree!)
Jealous and possessive (this is sooo true!! haha!!)
Resentful and inflexible (resentful ya... but inflexible..hmmz)
Self-indulgent and greedy (im greedy =D)
Friendship
You value your friendships: 70%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
(ohh... i didn't know i was this scary. Then again, every statement mentioned in the test, i could really relate it to myself. Hopefully...the nuisance part isn't factual for me. If it is, then i shall accept it then =) )
Another psychological test
You are easy to understand. (really?)
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Top. (lol!)
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium. (lol! i nv knew that!)
Glass means fragile personality. (awww... but i guess yea)
You are also down-to-earth. (i'm practical)
You are an opportunist.
Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble. (dear friends, thanks for all the help you've given in my life!)
The Animal Test
Here is the analysis:
A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who are unbridled and free
In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being straightforward, and having your partner speak directly.
The impression you'd like to give to your lover is loyal and faithful.
One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is one where you can talk about everything and anything. No secrets are kept. (yea manz...)
Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
About marriage, you think marriage is a precious thing. Once you get married, you'll treasure your partner very much.
About love, at this moment, you don't want to be tied by a steady relationship. You just want to flirt. (lol seriously!! wad's this!)
I didn't noe i sounded so interesting.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Finally settled down in my room. I think i just love having lotsa stuff in my room. Maybe it just makes me feel that I'm less deprived.
These few days, i've been keeping myself busy with shopping for lots of necessities. I lacked most stuff last year since my college was a catered one. I was so busy shopping for food items, sauces, and cooking equipment. I just love shopping for these things. I had a weird hobby to start with; touring the supermarket. I think i spent a bomb >.< I can't imagine how many KGs of stuff I've lugged home since thursday. All I know is, I've a bad shoulder-ache now frm carrying all those heavy stuff.
Went Moomba today with jaey early in the morning. We went past Fed Square only to see some Sri Lankans having a silent protest. I didn't exactly see what's going on but apparently, I saw some signboards with "Tamil Eelam". Deja Vu eh? from social studies. I really wanted to try the rides at the carnival. They looked so tempting! Tried a few games at the festival and I won back a husky =) Not a big one though. Jaey got a similar one too =) Mine's called fuzzie and hers is called Scruffy/scruffie however she wanna spell it. weee! then we photowhored with our darlings.
I managed to steal a recipe from amanda; her spring onion pancakes. haha! quite a fulfilling day todae.
These few days, i've been keeping myself busy with shopping for lots of necessities. I lacked most stuff last year since my college was a catered one. I was so busy shopping for food items, sauces, and cooking equipment. I just love shopping for these things. I had a weird hobby to start with; touring the supermarket. I think i spent a bomb >.< I can't imagine how many KGs of stuff I've lugged home since thursday. All I know is, I've a bad shoulder-ache now frm carrying all those heavy stuff.
Went Moomba today with jaey early in the morning. We went past Fed Square only to see some Sri Lankans having a silent protest. I didn't exactly see what's going on but apparently, I saw some signboards with "Tamil Eelam". Deja Vu eh? from social studies. I really wanted to try the rides at the carnival. They looked so tempting! Tried a few games at the festival and I won back a husky =) Not a big one though. Jaey got a similar one too =) Mine's called fuzzie and hers is called Scruffy/scruffie however she wanna spell it. weee! then we photowhored with our darlings.
I managed to steal a recipe from amanda; her spring onion pancakes. haha! quite a fulfilling day todae.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Ever since i came melbourne, i never had a good day.
I wonder how i should define...a good day. First i reached Chisholm, only to realise that im not on the check-in list. Eventually i got into my place. There's bound to be some flexibility. Then, I went over to Glenn to visit some old friends, only to realise that i can't access my stored items which were locked in a storeroom of an east unit. It was alright being unable to access my items.
As time passes, and after school has started, more problems came by and i find myself getting more distressed trying to solve all these problems. First, it's about an irritating person which i'm unable to get rid of with my own power. Secondly, until today, im still unable to get my stuff out of that locked room. I wonder whether i should blame myself for that or blame someone else. I had no trouble finding people to move my stuff, but i had real trouble getting that room opened for like 20mins to get my stuff out. I can't start cooking, i can't start living properly without my essentials. Who in the hell is able to survive on a luggage bag full of stuff? It's not like i'm on a tour group. I managed to get by these few days but i can't tolerate any more delays. I wonder if anyone actually understands how distressed i am over this issue. Everyone's busy, but it's not as if im not busy even though i've just started school. I've got my own commitments too. It's tiring to be tied down by other people.
Here comes more work to do. A tutor just confused us with our groupings for various assignments. We've no idea what topics we r choosing for what assignments. It's more distressing now.
I wonder how i should define...a good day. First i reached Chisholm, only to realise that im not on the check-in list. Eventually i got into my place. There's bound to be some flexibility. Then, I went over to Glenn to visit some old friends, only to realise that i can't access my stored items which were locked in a storeroom of an east unit. It was alright being unable to access my items.
As time passes, and after school has started, more problems came by and i find myself getting more distressed trying to solve all these problems. First, it's about an irritating person which i'm unable to get rid of with my own power. Secondly, until today, im still unable to get my stuff out of that locked room. I wonder whether i should blame myself for that or blame someone else. I had no trouble finding people to move my stuff, but i had real trouble getting that room opened for like 20mins to get my stuff out. I can't start cooking, i can't start living properly without my essentials. Who in the hell is able to survive on a luggage bag full of stuff? It's not like i'm on a tour group. I managed to get by these few days but i can't tolerate any more delays. I wonder if anyone actually understands how distressed i am over this issue. Everyone's busy, but it's not as if im not busy even though i've just started school. I've got my own commitments too. It's tiring to be tied down by other people.
Here comes more work to do. A tutor just confused us with our groupings for various assignments. We've no idea what topics we r choosing for what assignments. It's more distressing now.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
My chilli crab
Yay! i finally had my chilli crab at Kallang Airport. So delicious! I feel that it's nicer than the previous time i went there. ahhh... so gonna miss the chilli.
I finally met up with Aishah and Ashley yesterday at NHC area. We went houseman canteen for lunch. It changed so much! the food became so much more expensive. I wanted to but some salad prawns with rice but this horrible stethoscope man was standing there and blocking the way/queue. zzz... fancy a stethoscope in a canteen. Where's the infection control?? I was happily chatting with the self-proclaimed old women about all sorts of things. Even though time was short, it was a nice experience for me.
Anyway, i went to donate blood after the meeting since bloodbank's in the area. I nearly failed my blood iron test!! My blood didn't sink when the nurse tested it. I had no fear this time when the nurse pricked my fingertip to get my blood, that's probably cos i had too much of that during NSG1FUn. HAHA! Then came the real part... The injection was horrible but i could see a bulge at my skin area. She probably injected into the subcutaneous region? Then came the thick needle... The nurse pushed it in like really deep in and i could feel it. omg >.< It hurts... but doesn't hurt as much as Aust's one. In aust, they don't even anaesthesize my arm area. Free gifts i got for selling blood: a pin and a new stress ball =D
I finally met up with Aishah and Ashley yesterday at NHC area. We went houseman canteen for lunch. It changed so much! the food became so much more expensive. I wanted to but some salad prawns with rice but this horrible stethoscope man was standing there and blocking the way/queue. zzz... fancy a stethoscope in a canteen. Where's the infection control?? I was happily chatting with the self-proclaimed old women about all sorts of things. Even though time was short, it was a nice experience for me.
Anyway, i went to donate blood after the meeting since bloodbank's in the area. I nearly failed my blood iron test!! My blood didn't sink when the nurse tested it. I had no fear this time when the nurse pricked my fingertip to get my blood, that's probably cos i had too much of that during NSG1FUn. HAHA! Then came the real part... The injection was horrible but i could see a bulge at my skin area. She probably injected into the subcutaneous region? Then came the thick needle... The nurse pushed it in like really deep in and i could feel it. omg >.< It hurts... but doesn't hurt as much as Aust's one. In aust, they don't even anaesthesize my arm area. Free gifts i got for selling blood: a pin and a new stress ball =D
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday
So today's the day when i meet bun once again after 1 year. haha.
We arranged to meet at Liang court to have my favourite okonomiyaki at Botejyu. Before that, i went to Carrefour to shop for some mass-production clothes like FBTs. Omg, the service was horrible. The saleswoman didn't noe what she was selling and she just plain weird. I thought it'd be better if i looked at the stuff myself. I shopped for a hell lot of stuff and i guess im almost done with my shopping list. I think i like mass productions centres =P
Anyway, I was supposed to meet bun late but then, I finished shopping earlier than i expected so I met him at our original designated time at Liang court. Walking past clarke quay reminded me of my clubbing night. Ahhh... Anyway, we got there at Liang Court and I thought Botejyu wasn't opened yet because there seems to be no one around and the kitchen doesn't seem to be operating so we took a walk around. I guess our main aim was to talk rather than to shop. Eventually, we went to Botejyu to check out the opening times, only to realised that there's simply no one there but it's opened. haha!
I had a prawn Okos, and bun had a moonlight Okos + seafood yakisoba. The noodles do not seem to be soba material. zzz. Anyway, the Okos were amazing. I love them!!! Then bun and i just spent the rest of the night chatting away at Botejyu and at Singapore river. It's still nicer talking face to face than msn.
During the chat, i was so amazed to find out that some "facts" about gangsters, which i heard from a "gangster", were actually true! roarrrr... i think i'm just plain ignorant about the world, or i've been living in a relatively innocent world for too long.
We arranged to meet at Liang court to have my favourite okonomiyaki at Botejyu. Before that, i went to Carrefour to shop for some mass-production clothes like FBTs. Omg, the service was horrible. The saleswoman didn't noe what she was selling and she just plain weird. I thought it'd be better if i looked at the stuff myself. I shopped for a hell lot of stuff and i guess im almost done with my shopping list. I think i like mass productions centres =P
Anyway, I was supposed to meet bun late but then, I finished shopping earlier than i expected so I met him at our original designated time at Liang court. Walking past clarke quay reminded me of my clubbing night. Ahhh... Anyway, we got there at Liang Court and I thought Botejyu wasn't opened yet because there seems to be no one around and the kitchen doesn't seem to be operating so we took a walk around. I guess our main aim was to talk rather than to shop. Eventually, we went to Botejyu to check out the opening times, only to realised that there's simply no one there but it's opened. haha!
I had a prawn Okos, and bun had a moonlight Okos + seafood yakisoba. The noodles do not seem to be soba material. zzz. Anyway, the Okos were amazing. I love them!!! Then bun and i just spent the rest of the night chatting away at Botejyu and at Singapore river. It's still nicer talking face to face than msn.
During the chat, i was so amazed to find out that some "facts" about gangsters, which i heard from a "gangster", were actually true! roarrrr... i think i'm just plain ignorant about the world, or i've been living in a relatively innocent world for too long.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Just updating
Friday I went to IMM to meet up with jaey and a long-lost friend, mx. We had a really long chat that day. Even after jaey went, i ended up chatting with mx for a few more hours until about 10+pm before we set off for home. That night i was sms-ing Eugene since he's a long-lost friend too. Well, cos tracy invited me to a club on saturday night and I thought i wanted some company if i didn't manage to adapt to the club. He's the only possible person to get i guess, but unfortunately, he was stuck in camp for duty and we just ended up chatting. Used to be cheated many times by his sweet talking, only to realise that he did that cos he treated me like a xiaomeimei even though i was his age. Maybe he has matured too early, in terms of drinking and pubbing ya? Upon clarification, he no longer did all the sweet talking as i'm no longer the childish person 1 year ago. The night wind is cold...
Saturday I went over to my grandma's house for dinner. She cooked curry chicken specially for me and I really loved it. At night, I went to Rebel at Clarke Quay. Well, I didn't have tracy's no. and I couldn't contact her. I was really really late cos i left my grandma's house late so i had no idea how to find her other than going into the club and search for her. I got lost at Clarke Quay finding the place but eventually I did. Lady luck was probably looking after me that night as I caught her when she was leaving the club for fresh air.
Singapore club... drinking is of course the norm and there's definitely dancing. Rebel is full of youngsters. They appear old to me but i can see that there are many NSmen too due to their hair. there's really good music too and I seriously loved the music even though i haven't heard most of them. I just chilled out that night till late before heading back. didn't really drink and i was really sober throughout the night.
Sometimes I have really bad dreams about quarrelling with my mum, but I've never had bad dreams about quarrellig with my dad. Maybe in reality, I quarrel a lot with my dad and I vent out that part of frustration in me. I probably have a lot of repressed frustration about my mum which usually appears in dreams. It's really bad and i don't like it but sometimes i wonder why i hate my brother so much. Well, he pisses me off sometimes but my mum may be part of the cause. She doesn't admit it, but she's obviously biased towards him. She calls me by his name mistakenly sometimes but she never calls my bro by my name before. She remembers things that my bro loves but she never remembers things that I love. I love eating fish maw but during dinner today, she didn't even bothered to ask whether I eat that and just assumed that I don't. She bothered to ask my bro and gave him a piece. I felt so neglected at that moment. The next moment, i just kept quiet and took a piece of fish maw myself.
As the length of time in sg grows shorter, i became more and more depressed each day and more sensitive with such issues. I believe that my parents never understood me completely. As they nag more and more each day, the quieter i grew. I began to not even respond to whatever they ask because I don't find a point to. I can gradually relate myself to Jack Neo's movie, I not stupid 2. Each time i watch it, i find myself being able to relate to the issues being touched on in the show. I know that they love me, and I understand why they nag and worry for me. Just that sometimes, I want something more than love - understanding and trust.
Saturday I went over to my grandma's house for dinner. She cooked curry chicken specially for me and I really loved it. At night, I went to Rebel at Clarke Quay. Well, I didn't have tracy's no. and I couldn't contact her. I was really really late cos i left my grandma's house late so i had no idea how to find her other than going into the club and search for her. I got lost at Clarke Quay finding the place but eventually I did. Lady luck was probably looking after me that night as I caught her when she was leaving the club for fresh air.
Singapore club... drinking is of course the norm and there's definitely dancing. Rebel is full of youngsters. They appear old to me but i can see that there are many NSmen too due to their hair. there's really good music too and I seriously loved the music even though i haven't heard most of them. I just chilled out that night till late before heading back. didn't really drink and i was really sober throughout the night.
Sometimes I have really bad dreams about quarrelling with my mum, but I've never had bad dreams about quarrellig with my dad. Maybe in reality, I quarrel a lot with my dad and I vent out that part of frustration in me. I probably have a lot of repressed frustration about my mum which usually appears in dreams. It's really bad and i don't like it but sometimes i wonder why i hate my brother so much. Well, he pisses me off sometimes but my mum may be part of the cause. She doesn't admit it, but she's obviously biased towards him. She calls me by his name mistakenly sometimes but she never calls my bro by my name before. She remembers things that my bro loves but she never remembers things that I love. I love eating fish maw but during dinner today, she didn't even bothered to ask whether I eat that and just assumed that I don't. She bothered to ask my bro and gave him a piece. I felt so neglected at that moment. The next moment, i just kept quiet and took a piece of fish maw myself.
As the length of time in sg grows shorter, i became more and more depressed each day and more sensitive with such issues. I believe that my parents never understood me completely. As they nag more and more each day, the quieter i grew. I began to not even respond to whatever they ask because I don't find a point to. I can gradually relate myself to Jack Neo's movie, I not stupid 2. Each time i watch it, i find myself being able to relate to the issues being touched on in the show. I know that they love me, and I understand why they nag and worry for me. Just that sometimes, I want something more than love - understanding and trust.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Tanning
Just went sentosa for a tanning session with jaey. It's the first time i've been there like...not with a huge group of people. Even though we always go to the same place (aka siloso beach), i feel that i experience a different kind of fun each time. First time, major class outing with senior class. second time, major xianyue outing with senior batch. third time, class outing again. ahhh i've lotsa fun there. Siloso beach has changed so much, i dun really like it that much. I used to like swimming across to the mini islands but they've built bridges since a year ago. So disappointing... we lose the excitement of struggling across the seawaters to reach our destination.
suntan-ing was omg... I felt myself literally roasted under the hot sun. I could feel the droplets of sweat trickling down my skin. I could feel the sand piercing through my skin. Roarrr... I guess the tanning time wasn't enough, i didn't turn red like a roasted pig. It was an interesting experience though =) Maybe i'm slightly darker... maybe.
Then i went for my shopping trip at daiso @ vivo. I love daiso =) Ok, daiso is cheap and i'm a cheapskate. Daiso also has interesting stuff that I'd love to buy. I bought some microwaveable containers which i'll bring over to store my lunch. I bought an onigiri-maker. I bought chopsticks! The cute metal kinds, and a super short pair for my bento-days. I also bought lunch-bags which i can use to store my lunchboxes so that I dun have to worry about food spilling in my bag. I'm so jap >.< rahhhh.... if only there's daiso in melb, i'll go dere every weekend.
suntan-ing was omg... I felt myself literally roasted under the hot sun. I could feel the droplets of sweat trickling down my skin. I could feel the sand piercing through my skin. Roarrr... I guess the tanning time wasn't enough, i didn't turn red like a roasted pig. It was an interesting experience though =) Maybe i'm slightly darker... maybe.
Then i went for my shopping trip at daiso @ vivo. I love daiso =) Ok, daiso is cheap and i'm a cheapskate. Daiso also has interesting stuff that I'd love to buy. I bought some microwaveable containers which i'll bring over to store my lunch. I bought an onigiri-maker. I bought chopsticks! The cute metal kinds, and a super short pair for my bento-days. I also bought lunch-bags which i can use to store my lunchboxes so that I dun have to worry about food spilling in my bag. I'm so jap >.< rahhhh.... if only there's daiso in melb, i'll go dere every weekend.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
My new haircut
I had my haircut at Supercuts again. Well, it's definitely expensive but i just want to have a decent haircut that i wouldn't regret. Sometimes, it's "worth" paying that much paying for a haircut that i won't regret.
The service there is really good. First they ask u whether u wan a drink or stuff. Then they bring magazines over for you. Then they'll ask you to wait, in a patient manner. Quite nice =)
Then i got a hairwash. omg... i dunno why, but i just don't like the idea of guys touching my hair. I'm very sorry to that guy, but i was having goosebumps when he washed my hair. worse off, he started massaging the neck area and omg, it was hell for me. y?? BECAUSE, it's the most ticklish body part of mine. I was totally struggling not to laugh, and not to present my reflex actions (which is to punch the person touching my neck). Oh well, i finally had my hair properly washed =D
Then i got my haircut. My hairdresser is a very nice lady and i got to chat with her while i got my haircut. I didn't really tell her what I wanted and she was very patient with me. I let her decide wad she wants to do with my hair. I just told her that i want it shorter. I like my new hairstyle =) at least, it's not something i'll regret like in the past. Maybe cos my hair is longer and even if the style is ugly i can easily get rid of it.
It's a nice haircut experience. I don't like my haircut to be rushed through. I like it slow. This whole haircut took me 2 hrs in total and I really enjoyed it. weee~~
The service there is really good. First they ask u whether u wan a drink or stuff. Then they bring magazines over for you. Then they'll ask you to wait, in a patient manner. Quite nice =)
Then i got a hairwash. omg... i dunno why, but i just don't like the idea of guys touching my hair. I'm very sorry to that guy, but i was having goosebumps when he washed my hair. worse off, he started massaging the neck area and omg, it was hell for me. y?? BECAUSE, it's the most ticklish body part of mine. I was totally struggling not to laugh, and not to present my reflex actions (which is to punch the person touching my neck). Oh well, i finally had my hair properly washed =D
Then i got my haircut. My hairdresser is a very nice lady and i got to chat with her while i got my haircut. I didn't really tell her what I wanted and she was very patient with me. I let her decide wad she wants to do with my hair. I just told her that i want it shorter. I like my new hairstyle =) at least, it's not something i'll regret like in the past. Maybe cos my hair is longer and even if the style is ugly i can easily get rid of it.
It's a nice haircut experience. I don't like my haircut to be rushed through. I like it slow. This whole haircut took me 2 hrs in total and I really enjoyed it. weee~~
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Time passes really quickly and in less than 2 weeks, i'll be embarking on my journey to melb once again.
I just found out about my new college room. Tower 12BE. According to the experienced, it's away from the kitchen and the rest really admired me for having that room. To me, having my room away from the kitchen is the best thing i can have for a new room=) Less noise =)) Well, im on toto's floor, which means I'm gonna be his neighbour! Free thai culinary lessons =D Oh yea, and Eshan is my RA! I think that sounds really really really good. I bet Eshan's gonna be a fun RA.
then again, I'm gonna miss my family and relatives in Singapore. I'll miss my dear friends and buddies in singapore. ahma ar... emmie ar...mx ar... so sad =( I can only see you guys like after 11 months once again. Really gonna miss u guys but when u guys are free, remember to chat with me through msn k?
Another group of people im gonna miss are my maple friends. Well, they're just a bunch of virtual friends to others. To me, they are a new group of friends i just made. Aged between 17 - 23, we are probably the more mature bunch of people who are always caught pqing together. Well, pqing with strangers is rather horrible because u nv know whether these people are potential slackers/irritants. Pqing wif a group of friends u already, and trust, means ur pq experience will always be nice and warm. That's true! haha... the few of us really have lotsa fun together, either chatting, gossipping or bullying each other. My dear blahh, yoshie, xammie, barnie, frostie, keepsie, karlie, zephie, yeanie, dexxie, snowie, cheekie... gonna miss u all lots lots lots!! not to forget my non-pq/maple-chatterbox frens char, boiboi, slim... Awwwww...
Todae's Vdae! and poor bachelorettes like me hibernate at home =P LOL!! feels kinda sad without a partner, but then again, wad to do? Live with it =) I feel mroe sad when on such a dae, u noe ur girl friends are definitely not with you. Oh well, I'm a girl too. Can't expect another girl to be with me on such a special male-female day =P unless im a l3s 0.o'''
Alright, muacks to all my dear friends and family! smoochies (>3<)
I just found out about my new college room. Tower 12BE. According to the experienced, it's away from the kitchen and the rest really admired me for having that room. To me, having my room away from the kitchen is the best thing i can have for a new room=) Less noise =)) Well, im on toto's floor, which means I'm gonna be his neighbour! Free thai culinary lessons =D Oh yea, and Eshan is my RA! I think that sounds really really really good. I bet Eshan's gonna be a fun RA.
then again, I'm gonna miss my family and relatives in Singapore. I'll miss my dear friends and buddies in singapore. ahma ar... emmie ar...mx ar... so sad =( I can only see you guys like after 11 months once again. Really gonna miss u guys but when u guys are free, remember to chat with me through msn k?
Another group of people im gonna miss are my maple friends. Well, they're just a bunch of virtual friends to others. To me, they are a new group of friends i just made. Aged between 17 - 23, we are probably the more mature bunch of people who are always caught pqing together. Well, pqing with strangers is rather horrible because u nv know whether these people are potential slackers/irritants. Pqing wif a group of friends u already, and trust, means ur pq experience will always be nice and warm. That's true! haha... the few of us really have lotsa fun together, either chatting, gossipping or bullying each other. My dear blahh, yoshie, xammie, barnie, frostie, keepsie, karlie, zephie, yeanie, dexxie, snowie, cheekie... gonna miss u all lots lots lots!! not to forget my non-pq/maple-chatterbox frens char, boiboi, slim... Awwwww...
Todae's Vdae! and poor bachelorettes like me hibernate at home =P LOL!! feels kinda sad without a partner, but then again, wad to do? Live with it =) I feel mroe sad when on such a dae, u noe ur girl friends are definitely not with you. Oh well, I'm a girl too. Can't expect another girl to be with me on such a special male-female day =P unless im a l3s 0.o'''
Alright, muacks to all my dear friends and family! smoochies (>3<)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Pri sch class gathering!
I forgot to update about this once in a decade gathering on last saturday.
It has been almost 10 years since we knew each other in 5A2, HIPS. We finally arranged a class gathering after such a long period of time.
I should sae, we must thank facebook for bringing us all together. I think facebook has made it easier for us to contact each other and arrange an event. Thanks to shawnlau and zehou who took the initiative to organise this event after some of us suggested meeting up.
It was a bbq, and a session full of memory recollections. It was quite interesting to bring up all sorts of childhood memories during our classes and certain never-heard-of gossips. Still remember who our teachers in pri class, and how notorious we were as a class in HIPS. We had the most prefects in the class and even the naughtiest people were prefects. I wonder how the selection system works?
It was nice meeting everyone else, knowing that some people have changed, and some people still remained the same. I can still remember most people, but some people seem to have slipped off my mind until some memory-pro people recalled the whole namelist. That's when i realised that OH! this guy/girl is in my class. haha... A pity we've lost contact with certain classmates but it was wonderful that most of us are still contactable in one way or another.
I'd love to meet all of u again!
It has been almost 10 years since we knew each other in 5A2, HIPS. We finally arranged a class gathering after such a long period of time.
I should sae, we must thank facebook for bringing us all together. I think facebook has made it easier for us to contact each other and arrange an event. Thanks to shawnlau and zehou who took the initiative to organise this event after some of us suggested meeting up.
It was a bbq, and a session full of memory recollections. It was quite interesting to bring up all sorts of childhood memories during our classes and certain never-heard-of gossips. Still remember who our teachers in pri class, and how notorious we were as a class in HIPS. We had the most prefects in the class and even the naughtiest people were prefects. I wonder how the selection system works?
It was nice meeting everyone else, knowing that some people have changed, and some people still remained the same. I can still remember most people, but some people seem to have slipped off my mind until some memory-pro people recalled the whole namelist. That's when i realised that OH! this guy/girl is in my class. haha... A pity we've lost contact with certain classmates but it was wonderful that most of us are still contactable in one way or another.
I'd love to meet all of u again!
Monday, February 9, 2009
Sometimes i lie, sometimes i tell the truth.
I don't know how many times i've lied for the sake of others' happiness. I don't know how many truths i've told for the sake of my own happiness. I'm so good with lies that no one knows when i'm lying and when i'm telling the truth. It's sometimes better to keep the truth. It saves a lot more trouble.
I don't know how many times i've lied for the sake of others' happiness. I don't know how many truths i've told for the sake of my own happiness. I'm so good with lies that no one knows when i'm lying and when i'm telling the truth. It's sometimes better to keep the truth. It saves a lot more trouble.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
SingSoc bbq
Todae's bbq went relatively well.
We started off by meeting at bukit panjang plaza to get our bbq stuff. I bought my favourite onigiri for lunch =P we were actually quite fast when it comes to choosing the stuff needed for the bbq. I think it's probably cos we din need much ingredients for the simple aussie style bbq.
Shopping was done relatively quick. Den we met up with the late few before gg to faezah's place to prepare the ingredients.
I practised peeling carrots =) Next time i can prepare salads myself alreadi!
The rest of the ingredients were all sausages and stuff so we just needed to get them out from the fridge.
Then on our way there to SAFRA toa payoh, it freaking started to rain. Rain on a BBQ dae!! omgosh!!! I was hoping the rain will become smaller. It started pouring when we reached our pit. well the rainpour didn't last long and we began setting up the fire after attempting to dry the bbq pit. It's my first time setting up the fire independently without the help from girl guides or adults =)) An achievement eh...
The fire took some time to burn well so we took really long to cook the food. I wonder whether everyone had their fill? It's just a small aussie style bbq gathering. I hope everyone had at least a taste yea. I didn't eat much because after bbq-ing so much, i didn't feel like touching any of those sausages already. I was so busy being the charcoal woman, and bbq staff, that i actually didn't interact with anyone =( but oh well... there are other events and we'll see them soon.
BBQ ended quite smoothly with a few hiccups along the way. yesh! can't wait to see the first yrs in melb!
We started off by meeting at bukit panjang plaza to get our bbq stuff. I bought my favourite onigiri for lunch =P we were actually quite fast when it comes to choosing the stuff needed for the bbq. I think it's probably cos we din need much ingredients for the simple aussie style bbq.
Shopping was done relatively quick. Den we met up with the late few before gg to faezah's place to prepare the ingredients.
I practised peeling carrots =) Next time i can prepare salads myself alreadi!
The rest of the ingredients were all sausages and stuff so we just needed to get them out from the fridge.
Then on our way there to SAFRA toa payoh, it freaking started to rain. Rain on a BBQ dae!! omgosh!!! I was hoping the rain will become smaller. It started pouring when we reached our pit. well the rainpour didn't last long and we began setting up the fire after attempting to dry the bbq pit. It's my first time setting up the fire independently without the help from girl guides or adults =)) An achievement eh...
The fire took some time to burn well so we took really long to cook the food. I wonder whether everyone had their fill? It's just a small aussie style bbq gathering. I hope everyone had at least a taste yea. I didn't eat much because after bbq-ing so much, i didn't feel like touching any of those sausages already. I was so busy being the charcoal woman, and bbq staff, that i actually didn't interact with anyone =( but oh well... there are other events and we'll see them soon.
BBQ ended quite smoothly with a few hiccups along the way. yesh! can't wait to see the first yrs in melb!
Friday, February 6, 2009
America's next top model (antm) cycle 11 has started! I feel so sad however, cos this means i can't finish watching the full cycle again. I managed to finish watching only the first 5 episodes of cycle 10. Got so exciting... and i can't continue. Then now, cycle 11 has started and i can't finish watching again cos i'm flying soon >.<
watching antm is nice because you get to see how girls bitch and you get to hear how they plot against each other. It's kind of interesting. Reflects some sort of reality. I think i can learn a bit from this show? Since i'm going to work in a mainly-girls environment in the future. I'm not exactly saying that all girls are like those antm girls. Antm girls are twice as bitchy i guess but sometimes, the average girl can be equally complicated too.
"Transitioning is like going through puberty all over again". Haha! A nice sentence I learnt from antm.
watching antm is nice because you get to see how girls bitch and you get to hear how they plot against each other. It's kind of interesting. Reflects some sort of reality. I think i can learn a bit from this show? Since i'm going to work in a mainly-girls environment in the future. I'm not exactly saying that all girls are like those antm girls. Antm girls are twice as bitchy i guess but sometimes, the average girl can be equally complicated too.
"Transitioning is like going through puberty all over again". Haha! A nice sentence I learnt from antm.
It's the start of something new...
Forget the past, start anew.
Maybe it was much better to forget everything, than to record them and keep reminding myself of what happened =)
I don't really know how i'm gonna do that, but i guess, somehow i'll survive as I know there's always someone right there for me.
Maybe it was much better to forget everything, than to record them and keep reminding myself of what happened =)
I don't really know how i'm gonna do that, but i guess, somehow i'll survive as I know there's always someone right there for me.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
1.5 months after my last post, i shall still abide by my thoughts and perspectives =)
Maybe my determination to keep these thoughts and perspectives mean that I'm a changed person eh? haha! Somehow i became slightly more effective at persuading myself to become less aggressive and judgemental. I wonder how much more effective though? Mebbe towards some only... lol
Maybe my determination to keep these thoughts and perspectives mean that I'm a changed person eh? haha! Somehow i became slightly more effective at persuading myself to become less aggressive and judgemental. I wonder how much more effective though? Mebbe towards some only... lol
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i've just taken my first step towards my resolution.
Only a few people know what it means...
That first step towards cutting the line was not an easy step, and it wasn't easy for me to bear with but I will hold on.
Despite my actions being inappropriate and illogical, my closest friends still supported me
I thank them for that support
I hope history will be history
but history continues to haunt me non-stop in different disguises
"history repeats itself"
Maybe nothing is history unless those events become invisible and out of reach
or the perpetrators are enlightened about how much hurt and sorrow they are causing
the perpetrators usually have no idea or assumes too much
I learnt in nursing that what matters most isn't what is logical or illogical
but whether one learns to understand another's perspectives
People can view a simple event differently
I view it my way and you view it yours
The most difficult part is, whether i can understand how you perceive it
and accept it
Well, maybe such a theory is just delusional
because everyone's self-centred and selfish nowadays
that includes me
I'm trying not to expect that much now
so i shall cut off the line
and save the trouble for every self-centred person
*hopes i can smile more widely than before
Only a few people know what it means...
That first step towards cutting the line was not an easy step, and it wasn't easy for me to bear with but I will hold on.
Despite my actions being inappropriate and illogical, my closest friends still supported me
I thank them for that support
I hope history will be history
but history continues to haunt me non-stop in different disguises
"history repeats itself"
Maybe nothing is history unless those events become invisible and out of reach
or the perpetrators are enlightened about how much hurt and sorrow they are causing
the perpetrators usually have no idea or assumes too much
I learnt in nursing that what matters most isn't what is logical or illogical
but whether one learns to understand another's perspectives
People can view a simple event differently
I view it my way and you view it yours
The most difficult part is, whether i can understand how you perceive it
and accept it
Well, maybe such a theory is just delusional
because everyone's self-centred and selfish nowadays
that includes me
I'm trying not to expect that much now
so i shall cut off the line
and save the trouble for every self-centred person
*hopes i can smile more widely than before
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